Sunday, May 1, 2011
im gonna kick its a**
Its been a week since I quit smoking, and omg I never knew it was gonna be this hard I quit a few times before but those I planned and failed! This one I didn't plan whatsoever and had no reason why I would want too! But that was until I had my scary trip to the er not being able to breathe! I realized from there I needed to quit for my sake, my health and future! I don't wanna have to relay on oxygen or anything to keep me alive! I even say what it did to my grandpa and how he is fighting for his life and yet I still did it, thinking that won't happen to me!
So I quit last sunday, 7 days and its hard I havent had a full cigarette in 7 whole days, I cant lie I had a hit or two off of one last night (bad I know), I was drinking and I know thats not an excuse at all, but thats how I started smoking only when I drank and then it turned out I had to have one everyday, addiction is a bitch and the hardest thing to break habit of! So I came up with a plan to help and hopefully stick with it! I need a new car and I need to start saving, so I was thinking the money that use to buy cigarettes
can go to my car and start saving that way I am horrible at saving money! But I am so use to not having that extra money so I shouldn't miss it! I usually smoked a pack in about 2-3 days, unless I was drinking then I can smoke a whole pack in one night!
saving money for this baby
2011 Kia Optima Im soooo in love with this car
and i will give up my nasty habit for this baby any day!
bad habit beware im bout to kick your ass :)
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