Thursday, May 26, 2011

NEW BLOG, come follow me :)

(it wont let me do a direct link :( )
 but come check it out and follow me its a new one and improved :)

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

sooo happy :)

So i have some crazy but so exciting news, Im back in Texas with my husband yay, I am so thankful we worked everything out a lot of people dont like this but I honestly couldn't care if they dont i am so happy and thats all that matters bc it is my life and our marriage i just wish some people would understand that but they will just have to get over it until then! but anyways..i have a new blog bc this one has became negative and i want to let go of this and start new i will post it when i fix it all up and pretty! :)

other good news it has been 25 days since my last cig, and my husband quit too i am so happy :)

Friday, May 13, 2011

hey everyone..i am..

Going to be making a new blog and new facebook this week or next...
I know I been absent from both lately, I just don't want some people knowing all my buisness so if you would like to follow my new blog whenever I make it comment below :) 

Once I start my new blog,  I am gonna be back on it like normal no crazy absences like this one promise.. 

Thursday, May 5, 2011

why can't you just be happy for me?


So today I went and applied for school at our local community college! 
I am very proud of myself because I also make an excuse not to, and today I was not going to make another one and finally just went something i been planning to do since I moved back to bama! 

I would think since my dad has been pushing me to go to college since I graduated 2 years ago and do something with life/myself that he would be happy for me! I guess I was WRONG! 

Lets start off with..
First off, he is pissed off at me for not wanting to follow in his footsteps, like my sister did! 
Secondly because I started that beach body coach with him and I am not wanting to do it anymore because I wont have time when school starts and having another full time job! 
So what does he tell me when I tell him I am now a college student and not even letting me finish! 
" you only applied, your not a college student until you do more than apply anyone can do that"

Then he wanted me to watch some video about the beach body coach, i tell him i cant because I am looking at some school stuff which is what I was really doing! 
He goes "ha yeah right we will see how long that will last!"

The one person who I thought was gonna be the happiest for me, just said one of the most hurtful things to me! I am crushed why would a father say that to their own daughter?

I know me and my dad do not have the best relationship, and we are the total opposite when it comes to a lot of things! Me not doing what he wants me to do all the time is one it is my life not his, and not wanting to go to the catholic church is another my decision not his! He calls me the black sheep of the family I never do anything right and he always has to crush my dreams! I sware if it wasnt for my mom I would not talk to him! Ugh I am so hurt right now and pissed! 

What would you do if you were in my situation? 

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

what im loving :)

I am linking up again with "This Kind of Love"
doing What im loving Wednesday. :)

im loving... that today was my day off, and I got half of my to-do list done which is way better than I thought I would because I declared today a lazy day! ha.

im loving... my sisters wedding is in 17 days and my brother got her a limo :)

im loving... the tanning bed so I dont have to be a ghost for my sisters wedding 

im loving... this new lamp i got for only 10 bucks

im loving... My transcripts finally came in from my old college, so I can go apply to my new one tomorrow and register for summer classes..

im loving... that I got my income taxes came in so I had a little shopping spree and got the cutest clothes and beach tote and this new camera all on sale :) 

im loving... this game on my phone paradise island.. ha. im such a nerd! 

im loving..this sweet tooth that has came into my life lately but im surely not gonna be loving it if it shows up on my ass

& last but not least 

im loving.. my life, and my sweet boyfriend, and all my new followers :) 

Sunday, May 1, 2011

im gonna kick its a**

Its been a week since I quit smoking, and omg I never knew it was gonna be this hard I quit a few times before but those I planned and failed! This one I didn't plan whatsoever and had no reason why I would want too! But that was until I had my scary trip to the er not being able to breathe! I realized from there I needed to quit for my sake, my health and future! I don't wanna have to relay on oxygen or anything to keep me alive! I even say what it did to my grandpa and how he is fighting for his life and yet I still did it, thinking that won't happen to me! 

So I quit last sunday, 7 days and its hard I havent had a full cigarette in 7 whole days, I cant lie I had a hit or two off of one last night (bad I know), I was drinking and I know thats not an excuse at all, but thats how I started smoking only when I drank and then it turned out I had to have one everyday, addiction is a bitch and the hardest thing to break habit of! So I came up with a plan to help and hopefully stick with it! I need a new car and I need to start saving, so I was thinking the money that use to buy cigarettes
can go to my car and start saving that way I am horrible at saving money! But I am so use to not having that extra money so I shouldn't miss it! I usually smoked a pack in about 2-3 days, unless I was drinking then I can smoke a whole pack in one night! 

saving money for this baby 

2011 Kia Optima Im soooo in love with this car 
and i will give up my nasty habit for this baby any day! 

bad habit beware im bout to kick your ass :) 

Also great news...

Osama Bin Laden
is DEAD! 

Friday, April 29, 2011

1.   I am looking forward to.. finding a new job, and my sisters wedding in less than a month..ahh so exciting :)

2.  Something kind of embarassing that I still love anyway is.. my obsession for hello kitty, i know I am kinda too old for it, but all the stuff is soooo stinking cute i cant help but love it and buy mostly everything 

3.  My favorite car is.. i really dont have a favorite car, although i loved my old mustang, but my dream car is a range rover,  but that will never happen! sad face!  but i feel in love with the 2011 kia optima today while browsing for my future new car :)


4.  If I could pick one type of weather to live with for the rest of my life it would be.. spring or fall weather: its perfect temp during the day with a breeze and chilly at night! 

5.  My favorite thing to do after a bad/stressful day is... read or watch a movie to get my mind off of everything, or sleeppp :)

6.  This weekend.. not much, tonight i am staying in and cuddling with my cute pup and read my new book, tomorrow  i work all day and then going to watch some fight and have a few drinks with my man and some of our friends, and sunday i probably will have a hangover and relax all day maybe lay out since i finally have a sunday off :)  

7.  If I were a color, I'd be.. hmmm.. never thought of that! but i really love the color teal, its calm, relaxing but also bright! so i would have to choose that one :)